Now that Amy and family have moved into their apartment taking the boxes of furniture from our dining room, I decided to change things a bit, making the dining room Mark’s office and putting the din8ng room table in the corner of the living room which will be cheerier. I’m trying to create a place that feels comfortable (even though I’m overwhelmed with sadness inside). I still don’t like Florida…I despise the heat, the roads are beyond challenging, and the people hard to describe. I worry constantly about our finances. I find it almost impossible to get exercise and now I comfort eat. Even though we have enough savings to find a place, the very thought of moving again makes me nauseous, and the agony of finances has me in terrible pain. Almost daily i question what can I do to make living here tolerable.
