Day 2 of my writing adventure…my eyes were really drippy last night so I sent Mark to get some children’s Benadryl, it helped me to sleep and dried me up a bit. This morning I feel wobbly, that’s what happens when I take an antihistamine, it affects my ears. The weather this morning is lovely and I did grocery shopping at Target, but there were lots of things not available, I just purchased what I needed then headed home. I’m still feeling poorly so I will need to rest. 

Almost all of the pictures we put on the walls will have to come down, they just don’t fit the apartment. I thought hanging them up might help me feel more at home, but so far it hasn’t done anything to extract my much needed homey emotions. I am still emotionally all over the map…it’s ridiculous to think at my age that I can’t calm down and accept my reality, it’s sad. Today we’ll take things off the wall and see what happens.

Since Amy & AJ have found a home o purchase we can look around that area, but we won’t be moving until next year, we do have a lease here until February 2022. The apartment is ok, the complex is huge, at least we have air conditioning! Also we have a laundry room too. The item we have saved most of are framed pictures. We purchased a bookshelf and hopefully I can put out some pictures, reduce our boxed belongings and give us a more homelike appearance.

Since I’m tired and feeling poorly, I’ll add more later…now for some rest.