Another day...

Yes, it's true...life moves at a turtle pace where there is pain. Every breathe lingers on despair. I try and try to keep my focus on truthfulness and hope, but with all honesty I find nothing but hopelessness. I do force myself to say over and over, "maybe today will be better"...then I feel as if I have had all the air punched out of me...so here I sit...saying over and over, maybe today will be better? Well, maybe it will:-). I have good things happening today...Rylee will be over and my friend Bev will be calling to help me plan some healthy focus...also I am eating better, and it looks as if the wind has slowed down. I'll be getting a call from a caregiver of a little boy who will be staying with us for a few days of respite...then hopefully 2 students for the weekend and that will help out our finances. All in all it would behoove me to keep the cup have full focus, it does seem the better choice:-)