Drove to Disney Springs this morning. Used the map app where a ladies voice gives you the directions. Got there as it was opening, it was already humid. Went to Starbucks and drank my coffee drink it a/c, headed to the big Disney store and found a mickey hand soap dispenser which forms a soapy Mickey Mouse in your hand…knew that Amy would need something cute for her new place, so surprised her. Also went to Amorette’s patisserie and purchased some desserts. Ended up sharing them with their friends for lunch by the pool. Tomorrow Amy, the girls and me will drive to Davenport and hopefully shop a bit at home goods.

How do i like Florida? I still don’t. I’m worried that we will never be in our own home again, mostly because there’s nothing that I think will fit us. Our apartment is ok and we’re still close to Amy, can’t look until 2022 because of the CD and our lease…it just leaves me so unsettled. I feel so uncomfortable and just want to cry & cry. It’s possible that I’ve over decorated our home, again leaving me so uncomfortable. At this point I’m under the impression that my unsettledness is here to stay. I hold onto the thought that things will look better next year.

We’ll be visiting a new church on Sunday, but Mark & I will attend Celebration on Saturday night. Church does make a difference and I am grateful for it.